The Joy of Finishing
It is hard to describe the amount of joy an author feels when finishing their first novel.
For me, it was a June morning – a Thursday – around 11 am. I was sitting on the couch in our living room where a cup of coffee was slowly transitioning from lukewarm to cold. I remember finishing one of the chapter’s near the end of the novel. I scrolled down my GoogleDoc to find the next chapter that needed my attention.
Then I scrolled up.
Then down again.
And then it dawned on me: I’m done. This book, which was previously only an idea in my brain, was now written in one long GoogleDoc.
I wrote a book. Hot damn!
I didn’t know how to react. I scrolled up and down the document again, searching for those brackets with the bolded words [MORE HERE] calling out to me. Surely there was a scene that had missing dialogue or a landscape that needed more description. Yet there was nothing.
A smile slowly stretched across my face. I ran downstairs to my wife, who was working from home because of COVID quarantine.
“I finished it,” I told her. I told her in the same monotonous tone one would use to announce that they had watered the plants, as if finishing a novel was a routine household chore. My voice had not caught up with the excitement bouncing around my brain.
Being the ever-supporting spouse she is, she jumped up and gave me a hug. Later that night, we had champagne.
I took the time to embrace the happiness that seemed to float through the air. I knew that a first draft is far from a finished product. I knew there would be edits and rewrites and reorganizations and all sorts of work.
But that day, I embraced the joy.
What have you accomplished that brought a similar amount of joy? Let me know in the comment section below.